24.10.2007

Today feel Tired and Boring...same like usually day go to college and go back home...
nothing special..
Just don't why today since i woke up then felt my legs,arm and ass...so painful..walk like zombie..hahaha..after come back from college...then straight to sleep on my lovely bed...until night then went out pass the phone for my friend...i wondering why always went out with friend at night also get scold by my girlfriend..sigh...like every weekend night,i went out with friend then is ok ...i accepted that is my fault to make girlfriend worries...but..tonight...is different story.. i wanna pass the phone to my friend tonight because he wanna give it to that phone seller tomorrow..so..that is impossible i stay at home tonight..it's really difficult to get understand what i'm doing ?..wish god bless me...when just now 12.3x am(25.10.07) sms-ing her..when i read her msg the sound like so down..i feel she was sad,hurt,angry or what..i also not really sure what is that feeling she giving me..confusing...if i really make her worries much..i'm really sorry about that..because of she..i never go woo other gal..however she was busy for her work or no time to accompany me..i also won't mind..just be patient to wait until she is free to accompany me..however i feel lonely,boring and sad..i also expecting the day she free to accompany ...we already couple for 9 months plus..how come still like to think of negative to hurt my feeling?...i just wanna to tell u here..even u cant see my blog..i just love u 1 person right now..i feel proud i had this kind of girlfriend..although u are not always have much of free time accompany me..but had yours care on me everyday that already good enough to me...